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| by François Gauzi Musée Toulouse-Lautrec |
It's the third month and I am beginning to question my next move. My reality today is: in-between jobs.
Or the harsh truth- UNEMPLOYED. It's scary and given the fact that a woman's retirement age is 64. I wonder about a lot of things and how to go forward without depending on my husband. While he is thinking of retiring in two years, here I am looking for a job.
Maybe age is not my primary issue but the kind of profession. Maybe it's my strategy to find a job. Maybe it's the timing. Maybe it's because I am given the chance to focus on my health first. There are so many maybes.
Nevertheless, the doubts and uncertainties are weakened by the fact that I am willing to find something for myself. To dig deeper, befriend fear and forge ahead.
The thought that I am here on Earth to create and fulfill something more and to manifest the GREATNESS that the Higher Up has bestowed on me keeps me going.
It would be a shame not to find it, not to create because it would mean taking for granted what He has bestowed on me. Putting into waste HIS gifts--my talents, my skills, and my learnings.
So I am on a quest once more, to create another path, THE path which will lead me to the fulfillment of my true being. I am excited about the possibilities. In the meantime, I savor the signs, learnings and that are coming my way.
In case, we cross paths, do not hesitate to say hello however if you're in a hurry I will not be in your way. Just remember to smell the flowers from time to time. Marvel at the beauty around you. Lift your head up and be grateful for how far you've come. You are an inspiration to many.
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