Missus Bounty Basket

Why only 5? Why not?   Did our bed. Held by daughters before they went to school this morning Practiced driving in manual gear, and was really worried could not shift into 3rd gear . "Do you still want to continue?" he asked and with shaking knees and fear all over my body, I said yes. Made my very first ginger bug starter , need to feed my gut better. Applied for a job . Now what? 

You have probably read about my unhurried journey to healing recently. It is an interesting phase of my life where everything seems to come together slowly. Yes, slowly but beautifully. But in the beginning, this is not how I see it. A very long time ago, I planned a lot of things and set goals that were not aligned with what my soul has been set to achieve and have. So there were so many detours, ups and downs, and goals that led me to uncertainties and it felt like I am not getting any results.  Where am I heading? In which path?  Noises. I envied people around me who seemed to have it all. The direction in life, work, finances etc.  Why? How? There are so many questions and no answers. It's when my body took charge and then the mind settled that gradually new responses came to light. Not the ones I was hoping for but nevertheless answer.   As my questioning ceased, I then began quieting my mind which is undoubtedly important. It will lead you to what your...

My healing is a process. An unrushed journey. Sometimes doubt creeps in and I wonder if there's progress. Yet deep within, a voice confirms that there is and there will be. Though unhurried even invisible.  And it is in this little tweaking and modifying the thoughts that are making a difference.  Those tiny habits every morning- making my bed , writing for 5 minutes , and expressing gratitude, eventually grow and lead to new ones. Every so often, the old routine finds its way, but I said it's ok. The fact that I am mindful of slipping back into the old pattern is in itself progress.  I am aware and that's good. Changing mindset  on just about anything -- relationships , finances , health ,  as a part of one's healing  is essential and is a lot of work but everything is intertwined. Refining my thoughts about money leads me to be more organized, to be more mindful, and more patient. It stirs in me to learn and create more.  There is still progress t...