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Traveling / Completing & posting my 100+ blog drafts

02 July 2010 Going back home is just one of those things that make me really excited. From the moment I booked the flight to the time when the ticket was paid for. There was the giddiness that accompanied each little action. Baggage was filled to the max. Unfortunately, hand-carry bags could not exceed 7 kilos, but it's funny how we all manage to bring so much and still can put small items here and there. At first, my husband could not understand this because he is a light traveler. I remember the first time he came for a visit. He had this blue backpack which contained his stuff, some pasalubong, and that was it. Where was his "hand carry"? That was not in his vocabulary. But all that would soon change, thanks to a Filipina wife;-)  Now, he knows and understands the importance of hand carry and filling the baggage up to the required weight. 16 August 2026 After years of traveling with my husband and two children, I have learned the importance of traveling light. And when...
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Siblings / Completing & posting my 100+ blog drafts

02 May 2010  15.08.2026 Just pictures of us somewhere I cannot recall. It seemed cold given the way my sister and I dressed. The other two probably didn't mind the weather or the night breeze. But for as long as I can remember, I get cold easily.  My siblings...We all looked like babies here. I mean, so young. We are an OFW 's children. If there's an abbreviation like OPOL , ours would be TPOA- TWO PARENTS, ONE ABROAD, or FHMA - FATHER AT HOME, MOTHER ABROAD. Ours is not the situation I would have liked growing up, but it happened, and fortunately we grew up not without any challenges and pain, but well. Though belonging to an OFW family left a mark that is still healing, nonetheless, healing. It affected every decision we made and are still making.  This beautiful understanding of our family's generational shadow is the one thing that propels me to create another path of love and healing without forgetting the reason behind the goal.   We are getting there, hea...

Morning, tea and smiling faces / Completing & posting my 100+ blog drafts

I wasn't really a morning person. One could call me Ms. Grouchy or Ms. Moody; I wouldn't mind. 14.08.2026 This was written on the 20th of April 2010. Imagine, 16 years ago, I had this one paragraph that somehow didn't make it into my post. Did I run out of words to say? Was I too busy to continue expressing my thoughts and then just decided to keep them for 15 years? Why did I bury my thoughts and not let the idea flourish into something that was supposed to be shared?  I have so many of these thoughts that I am slowly unlocking and letting the universe see the seeds it has planted within me. It's just the right thing to do. Going back to being called Ms. Grouchy. Well, I have somewhat changed over the years. I realized that Carlo has to know that I prefer to have my coffee first before any morning conversation. I would like to have mine in silence, contemplate my morning, and not have any noise or chit-chat; that's why I like Stephan Eicher's song. It somehow s...

Wedding cake / Completing & posting my 100+ blog drafts

       Just looking at this picture makes me want to have a slice and dig in.Our gorgeous-looking cake(there were actually three) arranged in a swan cake stand was prepared by Ningning , a petite and soft-spoken  Kapangpangan. (28.06.2008)  12.08.2026 Just look  at that cake!  It was  almost our first wedding anniversary when I started this draft.  I was truly in awe of our cake that I wanted to interview Ningning, unfortunately it didn't materialize. In a way, she inspired me to learn how to bake. That's why I started baking muffins and my girls' birthday cake and  some relatives ordered my cakes. There was a Spiderman cake, a baptismal cake, choco muffins, cookies and of course Peppa Pig cake with butter cream frosting and I printed and cut out Peppa and George's images.    Because of this, I accumulated a lot of baking accessories. Even contemplated on getting serious about selling baked goods. This was when...

Abundance / Completing & posting my 100+ blog drafts

     05.18.2008 "That which you draw on will increase. That which you share will multiply. That which you withhold will diminish. That which you are born with must be claimed,used and develop."    08.08.2026 This is my 3rd post in my series on completing my 100+ drafts. I thank myself for showing up. I don't know to whom to attribute this quote and cannot remember why I started with this particular one. In any case,here it is and I am continuing to fill it with my thoughts.     This photo was in my draft, I thought of erasing it but decided not to.  I can hear the tickling clock and and the sound of a weeding machine (debroussailleuse). It's sunny and not that hot here. We are surrrounded by pine trees and are nestled  in an area where mountains seems to majestically remind us its strenght and beauty.  There are 100+ drafts and if I want to finish them before the year ends, ideally, there should be 5 drafts to complete each week. O...

Just being me! / Completing & posting my 100 + blog drafts

It has been two weeks since I started my morning class-two weeks of mixed emotions. This may sound so lame, but there were times when I felt so tired and just wanted to cry, but didn't. There are still adjustments to make, and we're trying to regulate baby K's sleeping time. This is not easy for all of us, but hopefully she'll get used to these changes.  - June 2008 -  I cannot remember which class is mentioned here. But the thing is, reading these 3 paragraphs, it somehow opened various emotions as if they are still in me. I would have to remind myself that I am safe and that whatever fear or helplessness was present at that time was meant to be experienced and felt for me to grow as a mother. That I did my best at that time and that the baby is now a young adult who was able to experience the love, and all is well.

Sunday thoughts

 Silencing my mind this morning.  Being still while the AC hums in the background. It's Sunday and I thought my scheduled draft is ready but there's none. So here I am doing my post on my phone instead of using my desktop.  Or I can just leave it for next week...But if I want something to change in my routine and give my brain the push and exercise it create another pathway. I am a midlifer. A semi empty nester. A creative being who is resetting and upgrading her life. Not in a fancy way. But rather in a quiet and not so steady pace. I am awakening that adventurous, curious and bold spirit in me. A lot of work but I don't want to give up. The 5 year old in me is waiting. She is excited to finally see the midlifer does her thing with boldness and love for life.